For Mom...

When I first decided to update my blog tonight, I initially was going to write about the upcoming Spring Fling bracket race and how nervous I feel to race some of the best racers out there...but then I realized...

This blog is Love, Family, and Horsepower. And tomorrow is Mother's Day.

So what would my mom say if I called her upset because I'm intimidated by the magnitude of this race...

First of all she would tell me to quit bitching because I am lucky enough to attend one of the biggest races in the country.

Then she would tell me I can drive the shit out of my car, and I'm just as good as everyone else there.

Because that's what great moms do. They put life into perspective. I mean the right perspective. Not just encouraging us and stroking us, telling us that we are the greatest most wonderful children to ever be born. Great moms tell you the real deal, whether you're right or wrong.

My mom's patience, kindness and diligence is what made me who I am today. Her continual love for me and way of talking me through everything is how I have gotten through the toughest times in life. Through her I have learned how to control my temper, respect myself, respect others, and the true meaning of love and how to give and receive it.

And now, even though I am married, I cant even imagine taking on her job of being a mother...it's hard for me to even imagine the never-ending job of parenthood. And only having one day out of 365 in celebration of a lifelong commitment seems awfully unfair...

But I am so thankful to have a mother who was so committed to her children.

Because of her, I can finally keep my head on my shoulders. I can use empathy instead of anger. And most importantly I know to cherish my family above everything else.

So...we have the Spring Fling coming up. We are leaving Monday to race one of the biggest 5 day races in the country. And I am going to leave with an open mind, thankful to have the opportunity that I know so many would love to have, and confident that I can drive just as well as everyone there. And even if I lose first round every day for 5 days in a row...I'll be happy to do it at an amazing event, on one of the best race tracks in the United States.

Thank you, mom. For your love and support, your life lessons, and always bringing food to the race track.